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<Saturday, February 18, 2012>

From 4 months down to 1 month. Now, don't remind me that I'm officially left with 27 days before being someone's wife. This year time passed too fast isn't it? :)

Besides busy preparing for the wedding, I always wonder whether I could be a good wife, and is ready to go to the phase called MARRIAGE. Ready? Who am I kidding? I'm getting married soon ley!!

I've always heard that brides to be always prepare so excitedly for their wedding, but actually the main important thing is the after wedding - the marriage. That's where the the challenge kicks in. Of course I hope, that Ridzuan will be the last man in my life, and the man to lead me to Jannah, insya'allah.

Anyway that aside, I have been updating my Facebook with pictures of my preparations, for keepsakes. Some may say showoff, but really, its a once in a lifetime event thing. I would like to flip back to memories and laugh it off with my husband one day. :)

Am glad I manage to keep my schedules on track. Alhamdulillah, most of the preparations are 90% done. I just pray and hope that the event will run smoothly on the day itself, especially the solemnization part. I'll have no idea when I'll blog again, probably after the wedding when I have the pictures? Hehehehe.

So till then!

"The importance of the institution or marriage receives its greatest emphasis from the following Hadith of the Prophet;

Marriage is my sunnah. Whosoever keeps away from it is not from me."

Labels: marriage, wedding, wedding plans

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<Thursday, April 21, 2011>

In a couple of weeks, our engagement anniversary will turn 2 and our BGR anniversary will turn 4. It seems just like yesterday where we get to know each other at an event at OCBC and you know, the rest is history. Like any other couples, we fight, we argue, we break, we kiss, we make up. I don't know why but this one is a keeper and hopefully we will last forever *insya'allah*.

Anyway, 11 months prior to the wedding, I can finally say that we have booked the most important things such as catering and bridal and all, and all is left now is the marriage course and also, the savings part. I am patiently waiting for the day for us to get hitched cause for those who know, this wedding saga has been going on since forever you know. Flashback to my blog in 2007/08, OMG. Its been so long. I have been waiting up till now to marry the father of my children. :)

He, on the other hand has grown so healthily but of course, I love him more. For me, I couldn't be bothered about my weight now. HAHAHHAA.

Workwise, all's good. waiting for the one year and off I go to pursue my education, hopefully! Next year is a very happy year for us indeed!

Labels: anniversary, wedding plans

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<Tuesday, January 18, 2011>

I am very, very excited for the past few days. Why?

Because I finally booked something at Expo ever since I've been there for the past 3 years! LOLS! Yeap, booked my catering and signed my bridal contract. Could not expressed my happiness in words, it just seems magical to me. Hehehe. So it means I'm left with marriage course, wedding bands, wedding favours, wedding cards, wedding gifts which can be settled at the later part of the year. =)

And another happy thing is, my Punggol Residences has built till level 5! My unit dah lepas dah. OMG OMG I'm so excited like a fat kid got cake can?

May 2011 be a prosperous year for me and him, insya'allah.

Labels: marriage, plans, wedding, wedding plans

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<Wednesday, September 29, 2010>

I could not contain my excitement anymore. Just surveyed 2 bridal showrooms(Chinta and D'Glamz) already makes us decide on the latter. We are very, very very excited you know! I didn't expect him to down today itself as I thought we are just 'bridal shopping'.

So who did we engaged you ask?

Well...

Its none other than D'GLAMZ WEDDING!

And you guys know how much we paid for it?

Freaking $6,000.00+++++(real price please email)!

Not trying to brag here, but I think its worth it cause it consist of;

♥ 4 Exclusive Outfits(event)
♥ Photography for 2 days event
♥ Videography
♥ Exclusive service by Rizs & Ashly($500)
♥ 2 exclusive outfits overseas photoshoot at either Puncak, Jogjakarta and donno where

I am sooo overly excited already! I do not have to worry about the mak andam or photographer or whatever so now I can just concentrate on the decor! Now I just hope that everything will go as planned as smoothly, insya'allah.

Labels: excited, wedding, wedding plans

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<Sunday, September 05, 2010>

Everytime when I asked Ewan about our wedding, say,

"Do you like Chinta Weddings? Or you want Grandeur Fai? Chantique is also nice you know! Ratu not bad also! You help to choose also lar!"

it will end up as

"Anything baby. Up to you. I tak cerewet".

I kind of got pissed caused its supposed to be our wedding, not mine only and I really appreciate if he could help me make certain decisions(although he is VERY lousy in making decisions) but at the very least choose one lar! Make my job easier what!!!

Or if I asked him the photographer, wedding cake, and the most important of all, the DATE.

"Anything baby. I don't mind. Up to you".

OMG. Is it me or is just men's nature to care less about the wedding?

And then I realise when I saw a quote back then from a fan regarding Xiaxue's wedding.

"You take care of the wedding and he'll take care of you forever".

AWWWWWWW.

Labels: marriage, wedding, wedding plans

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<Tuesday, July 20, 2010>

I just received a quote from one of my favourite wedding decor vendor, and the price, OH MY GOD, so mad expensive lah! Even though I like what I see, I could not imagine paying a hefty sum for something that its not quite worth it. Its way out of my budget you know. Guess I have to turn back to my original plan. Hopefully the price is still the same and I will straightaway booked it once they start the opening!

I really wonder, why other races(not trying even a bit of being racist here) can suddenly propose to their girlfriend, get married a few months later whereas for Malays, no proposals has been made, talked about engagement already take 1 year, than the engagement period will be about 2-3 years and finally will tie the knot. So it means that during those period we will be happily saving for the wedding and life after marriage.

And why does it seems so easy for the non Malays to get married without saving anything? Don't they have to save? Or loans? Or parent's money(like me only, hehehehe)? Maybe I am still a kid who have yet to see the world. Thats why I am curious lah.

Labels: future, wedding plans

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<Wednesday, March 10, 2010>

Yes, I made an impromptu decision to move. No specific reasons. Have yet to finish up on the layout since its colour is kind of ugly to me. Hahaha! But that if I am not lazy to change the layoutlah.

Sometimes right, I find myself so contradicting you know.. Because I am not fan of expressing our love online.. Maklumlah banyak stalkers.. So changing the url also I need a few years to think.. And then in a split second change already.. Hahaha.. Also, I am not confident of our love lasting forever.. Because orang-orang yang meluat-luat ni ada tak kekal lama.. Nanti dah letak gambar dia tukar url skali break amcm? Ishh mulot masin! But then I try to cut down ok? Hehehehe.. Thats how my confidence in this relationship is..

Anyway, its my vacation already!!!!!!!! Say hello to bangun lambat and tido lambat!!!

And ouh, side track a bit...

Isn't all this b.e.a.utiful! OMG I fall in love the moment I saw it! Sungguh menawan bagaikan puteri.. Sungguh mempersonakan..Sungguh hot.com.. Sungguh everything!!

Might consider them for my wedding.. So far the best and nicest and affordable that I have ever seen.. Ayang, cepatlah kahwin!!!

Labels: wedding plans

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<Thursday, February 11, 2010>

Suddenly I feel old whenever I went to school. Most of the students there are like 4 years younger and I am lucky that my features and height are suited as a 16-18 year old student. :). Currently I am in year 2 and still now I still can't believe that 1 year have passed and I am left with 9 more months to go before graduation. Hopefully my GPA is good enough for me to further my studies or else I am clueless on what to plan for my future.

And of course, comes the planning of the wedding. I remember I said I would'nt be mentioning anymore weddings since I am pissed and angry like that but then now I feel like a changed woman. Yes, woman because I feel I have changed from a egocentric girl to hopefully mature woman. I admit it wasn't easy for him to deal with me as we both had a foul mouth. And surprisingly, we are going into our 3rd year courtship in May and the very first year engagement phase.

Lately, I have been feeling neglected because baby is busy working and we have no more late night calls or even random lunch calls. Messages exchanged are limited as he is working most of the time and by the time I wake up, he's gone for work and when he's back home, I'm already sleeping. Not that I am trying to expose our relationship problems, but just a thought from me for him as I know he'll be reading this.

As for me, projects, tests and assignments has been pulling me down physically and mentally and tomorrow, its already Friday. Deadline to be met, revisions and whats not. A part of me feel sucks to be a student while the other says its for the future.

Oh well, here comes the loooooooong weekend and hopefully there'll be plans with the love one. Goodnight!

Labels: random, wedding plans

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<Monday, December 21, 2009>

A movie date plus a dinner treat from baby before he left for his night surveillance. Our time was limited as we had to rush in order for him not to be late for his duty but in fact, the date end quite early and we head to hang around my humble abode.

Surprisingly, things between us are still shaky to me. He really needs to undergo anger management course while me, ego course(if there is ever is one). He had to spoil the day with cursing and swears because of the rain. And all that will sparks the arguement and fights. And he blame me for not getting the car. PFFT!

You see, I would love to get a car, a non-red plate one but I figure out our finances had to be stable and him having a really, really, good pay raise would then I allow him to buy a car. Man being man, still ~~wants~~ needs his machine. Even though he wear the pants, I still call the shots in term of finances.

. Nevermind baby, give us 6 or more months then we get your Lancer or Civic or whatever you want, ok? As cliche' as it may sounds, patience is a virtue. Lol.

Whats more with the purchase of the house, me still schooling, and us getting married in I-do-not-know-when, I believe we have to set aside some savings for rainy days.

Speaking of marriage, I am no longer interested in planning or recce-ing or searching or whatever-ing. I kept all the wedding magazines aside because I am pissed and petty like that. Imagine, the dreams and plans you have planned and suddenly its not going to happen will make you give up for a while. Yes I have been whining and complaning that I keep wanting to get married and stuffs, but when shit happens, you never know. I will leave it to ~~him~~ fate on what will happen in the future. However, I will still dream of my Cinderella wedding gown. Hahahha!

Meanwhile, the holidays are making me bored and fat at home. I feel like going out to work but then I am so fatass lazy to even step out of the house.

. A fatass bitch, I am.

Oh yeah, can I a baby? I want a baby! I am pretty sure we'll make chubby fatty cutey babies. We have even settled for their names! Lets see in years to come! Wakakakka!

Labels: date, food, wedding plans

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