live. love. laugh

<Sunday, February 28, 2010>

I can't believe Kelly look like that but heck, anything is impossible. She is gonna be my inspirasi for the moment.

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<Thursday, February 25, 2010>

Dulu siang-siang I dah bilang my boyfriend(now fiance) that kalau I dengan dia time dia NS, dah lama dah I dump dia. Why? Pasal dia kena gi Brunei for 1 yr and 6 months and will be back every 6 months je tu pun for few weeks. So terus terang I cakap ngan dia I takbleh mcm tu and nasib baik dia tak dngn I that time. Hehehe mentel kan!

Then member sedih lah, apalah nilah tulah, cakap I tak setia lah itulah segalanyalah. Then pastu I pun sambung that I taknak ada laki yang selalu kena kerje overseas tinggal anak bini sorang kat rumah je. Beh buatpe ada laki kan kalau dia takde kt rumah?! Kesian bini dah lama tak dapat. LOL.

Sekali sekarang ni member kena kerja overseas. Tertinggalah daku di sini keseorangan. Nasib 3 hari je, kalau 3 bulan boleh kirim salam sudahlah!

Ye sayangku telah berangkat ke Brunei dan meninggalkan daku keseorangan di sini. Dah pergi takpe, dia pergi sorang-sorang!!!! Apa dia buat sekarang kat hotel tu pun I tak tahu. Harap-harap dia tak hanky pankylah pasal lakiku ni ada gatal sikit. Lagipun tu kan kisah silam dia, mana tahu terjumpa kekasih lama ke. Kekekekeke!

Kalaulah sekarang ni nga holidays kan bagus, confirm-confirm I ikotnya! Maklumlah I suka sangat bontot dia!

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<Sunday, February 21, 2010>

Since I am free, I thought I blog for a while before I menghilangkan diri lagi. LOL.

So here it goes..

Sometimes I peliklah, kenapa dengan species ni yang bernama wanita..

Is it me or them that ada yang tak kena? Atau permainan semata-mata?

Well, actually I tak suka berkawan dengan ramai sangat kawan perempuan because GIRLS are mean and we all know it so I rather keep just a handful of good ones, but of courselah, I tak kisaaaahhhh langsung buat kawan dengan kaum sejenis.

That is why I do not believe in BFF or whatever you all semua panggil. I only have girlfriends whom I treasure because I tengok ni ada BFF ke BF whatever ni ada pattern lah. Mesti gaduh nye lepas tu bitch around lepas tu baik lepas tu same cycle again.

Not that it happen to me lah I just happen to witness quite a number of scenarios like that. SENARIOOOOOOHHH gitu lor.

And the best part bila I jadi ambassador atau middleman lagi menyakitkan hati gitu. Yelah, terus kena damned and you all know lah kan, girls ni kalau gossip dari Batam sampai ke Hollywood boleh tahu dengan sepantasnye! Amazing kan! Kalah FEDEX or DHL tapi kan dorang kalau jadi delivery kan bagus boleh cepat segalanya!

Jadi kalau u all yang baca ni adalah kawan I yang baru ke lama ke atau on the way ke, korang terjatuh kepada catergory GIRLFRRRRRIENDS!

P/S: NOT INTENDED TO OFFEND THOSE GOT BFFS OR BF OR WHATEVER SAJELAH! =)

Labels: girls, gossip

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<Saturday, February 20, 2010>

So many things happen in my life lately. The recent one is something that I didn't expect it to happen in my 20 years of living but heck, that's what happen when people crosses the limit. Got the guts to say, have the guts to face it. Sometimes, I can just forget that I am dealing with someone, young. Oops, my bad!

Anyway, baby was involved in an accident the other day. Stupid Bangala naik basikal during red man and baby tried to avoid it and hit on the curb instead. Luckily theres only abrasion on his elbow, and nothing serious. So he was only given an MC and his elbow slinged and his boss asked him to report to work on Monday. So shiok!

And yes, I am finally done with all the projects except just a little bit of information to be added and all done! Next is tests and exams and then its the holidays! I really can't wait for holidays and graduation, please come faster! 8 more months to go!!!

Oh ya my camera have to spoil at this time of all time! Next week is Eika's wedding and I can't use the camera and I am sooooooooo mad! Argh!! So bingit u know. Whateverlah, use hp. Muahahaha!

Adios!

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<Sunday, February 14, 2010>

While arguing with him on the phone, suddenly got one apek gave me this on the door step about a few minutes ago..

THANK YOU BABY!!!! I LOVE U!!!

Ah part ni je I love you. Hehehe!

Labels: love, surprise

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<Saturday, February 13, 2010>

10 things I want/need before I turn 30!! I boredlah thats y. :D

1.

Hopefully kahwin already. Hehe!

2.

2 kids in tow, tak kira gender!

3.

My favourite car, but provided hubby belum beli.

4.

an LV Bag with my own cold hard cash!

5.

tiffany's!

6.

CHANEL bag!!!

7.

bring family go

holiday!

8. a good career!

9 & 10

and of course, everlasting love and happines!

Insya'allah. Amin.

Labels: dreams, plans

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<Thursday, February 11, 2010>

Suddenly I feel old whenever I went to school. Most of the students there are like 4 years younger and I am lucky that my features and height are suited as a 16-18 year old student. :). Currently I am in year 2 and still now I still can't believe that 1 year have passed and I am left with 9 more months to go before graduation. Hopefully my GPA is good enough for me to further my studies or else I am clueless on what to plan for my future.

And of course, comes the planning of the wedding. I remember I said I would'nt be mentioning anymore weddings since I am pissed and angry like that but then now I feel like a changed woman. Yes, woman because I feel I have changed from a egocentric girl to hopefully mature woman. I admit it wasn't easy for him to deal with me as we both had a foul mouth. And surprisingly, we are going into our 3rd year courtship in May and the very first year engagement phase.

Lately, I have been feeling neglected because baby is busy working and we have no more late night calls or even random lunch calls. Messages exchanged are limited as he is working most of the time and by the time I wake up, he's gone for work and when he's back home, I'm already sleeping. Not that I am trying to expose our relationship problems, but just a thought from me for him as I know he'll be reading this.

As for me, projects, tests and assignments has been pulling me down physically and mentally and tomorrow, its already Friday. Deadline to be met, revisions and whats not. A part of me feel sucks to be a student while the other says its for the future.

Oh well, here comes the loooooooong weekend and hopefully there'll be plans with the love one. Goodnight!

Labels: random, wedding plans

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<Tuesday, February 09, 2010>

I miss my man badly, real bad that I am love sick. LOL. Yes, if I miss my man deeply, I tend to be love sick. I am down with fever now and I think the only way is to see and hug him tightly!!

Labels: missing you

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<Tuesday, February 02, 2010>

Like finally, I am going to update my blog with pictures taken from Sunday's date. Yes, we went on a date for Tooth Fairy and Seoul Garden but luck wasn't on my side since I was down with flu and mild fever.

I am on MC today and hopefully I will be well soon since its such a hassle to have a blocked nose blowing every now and then and its my phase test this Saturday!!

Till then, enjoy the pictures!

Dah sikit2 cukup k!

Labels: date, movie treat

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