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<Saturday, January 30, 2010>

Dah seminggu I tak update. Kata busy. Hehehe. Tuari I ada cakap about my Biology test kan, well, I think I didn't do quite well. I screwed a lot of questions, jadi I rasa markah I tak sebarapelah. This week I have been so busy that I balik, mandi teros tido. No time for myself.

Niari I tak keluar, pasal Baby kena work. Its actually been 5 weeks since we last date. Like I say, kita kan on the rocks, setelah 4 minggu lebih baru we settle things out. Well, you need time to make such an important decision kan. Jadi I tak terhuru hara buat keputusan lor.

Anyway, I ada jugak dengar cerita pasal orang kenal dengan orang for 1 month plus je dah steady. Ada yang tak setuju, ada yang petpotpetpot. I belong to the category for the former. I kenal my man baru 1 month plus baru steady, baru kenal dah bawak gi jumpa family oi!! Kira steady baby lah. Tapi takbleh salahkan, I am too lovable! Muahahha! Ahh banyaklah lovable sangat.

Blog ni dah lama takde gambar me n Baby eh. Apa nak buat, dah lama tak keluar gi dating! Next week kakak I pindah jadi takbleh gi dating jugak. Spells apa tau? B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!!!

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<Saturday, January 23, 2010>

Tak senonoh!!!!!!!

Pejam celik pejam celik dah Saturday. Padahal the last I update baru Monday, sekarang dah Saturday. Well, like they say kat FB,

"Why Fridays are so near to Mondays but Mondays so far away from Fridays".

Hehehehe!

Anyway, I ada received feedback pasal my blog ni, ada yang terperanjat kenapa I blog macam gini. Ada yang prefer I blog in Ingris. Well, I think for now ni I blog macam gini je lah. No specific reasons, cuma nak a change of air je. Ceyyyy! Berfalsafah plak I ni. Yang don't understand my blog, I'm sorry eh.

Biology test on Monday, tapi satu habuk pun I belum belajar. Ingatkan weekends nak belajar, but then jap lagi teman kawan I gi shopping and maybe malam ton rumah kawan. So mana nak selit time nak belajar? I pun tak tahu.

Oh yah, today I tak keluar ngan Baby, pasal dia kerje jap lagi. Apa nak buat, nak save duit buat kahwin kan. Insya'allah. Actually kita pun dah lama tak keluar betul-betul, say for a month kot? Pasal kita nga on the rocks. Tapi hubungan mana yang tak on the rocks kan? Banyak betul dugaan bertunang ni. Hari-hari I tidur siang and kita dah tak bual on the phone lagi.

This year macam a different year for me gitu. I macam boleh rasa I am maturing. Boleh gitu eh, maturing? Yelah Baby selalu cakap suruh I grow up. Kesian eh? Apa nak buat, 6 tahun beza, macam in different world gitu, tapi still looking in the same direction eh! Faham? Tak faham sudah!

Oklah, nak buat kerje rumah, sebelum tu I akan storytelling joke-joke merepek ni!

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A MARRIED COUPLE

A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady forty milesper hour.The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across ather and speaks in a clear voice.

"Darling," he says. "I know we've been married for twenty years , but Iwant a divorce." The wife says nothing, keeps looking at the road aheadbut slowly increases her speed to 45 mph.

The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it", he says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, andshe's a far better lover than yo u are." Again the wife stays quiet,but grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to55 mph.

He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 60mph ."I want the car, too," he continues. 65 mph. "And," he says,"I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat .."

The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. Thismakes him a wee bit nervous, so he asks her: "Isn't there anythingyou want?"

The wife at last replies - in a quiet and controlled voice. "No, I've got everything I need." she says.

"Oh, really?" he inquires, "So what have you got?"

Just before they slam into the wall at 75 mph, the wife turns to him and smiles.

...."The airbag." ....

Never underestimate how a woman thinks.

Toyota VIOS has only one airbag (for driver only)

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<Monday, January 18, 2010>

I kan baru aje tengok cerita Projek Cerpen yang kat Suria tu. Sedikit sebanyak macam ada kenemengene ngan I gitu. Nak tahu kenapa? Pasal I masih muda dah gatal nak kahwin!! The only difference is that baby I dia dah tua, jadi cannot wait long-long! Hehehe!

No wonderlah orang asyik tanya I je kenapa nak settle down. I think cerita tu ada jugak affect I. Tapi I also don't care apa orang nak cakap janji I ngan baby hidup bahagia sentiasa di samping each other. Ceydebahhh mentel!

But then kan, kalau u all been following my blog, dulu kan bila time BF/GF kita ni asyik gaduh patch gaduh patch je. Very kental like that I tahu but back then I masih muda and belum matang mahh. Apa nak buat.

Anyway, tadi I beli roti kat sekolah bila on the way home kan, sekali roti tu rasa sabun sey! Balik terus mabuk and pening-pening. Entah effect roti tu or I ni exagerrating je but seriously sey, geli!

Oh I belum nak tukar lagu ni pasal masih bermain di fikiran I. Hehehe. K dah malam I nak sleep besok bangun siang oi!

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<Sunday, January 17, 2010>

U all tahu, I dah decide something! I will make this blog a shiok sendiri bual sendiri type of blog. I tak akan blog in English unless I feel like it. So tak perlulah grammar error lah whatever error lah trial and error ke. Hehehe! Maklumlah, tahun baru, lumrah baru jadi segalanya kena baru! Anyway I ni kan kelakar seram! Ohh tak eh?

And maybe jugak I nak buang jauh-jauh tu tagboard. Macam tak perlu gitu kan?! Yang tak faham, tolong tanya makcik kat seblah tu eh?

Nari I feeling dangdut jiwang, sampai semangat I tukar lagu kat tepi tu. Ntah kenape eh, maybe I ni banyak pikiriran gitu. Ohhh tak eh? I dengar orang karaoke sebelah blok lah bukak kuat-kuat, jadi I pun terikot-ikot lah. Sekali ni video ada technical error plak. Takpe, malam nanti dah puas dengar baru I tukar lagi ok?

Oh a ah, nari I duduk rumah je. Tak keluar. Cik abang ajak keluar, tapi macam malas lah pulak. Kita pon actually nga gadoh-gadoh sayang, jadi I ni pon kira macam jual mahal gitu. Tapi tengok ar nanti macam mana.

Anyway, tadi I rasa macam terkencit gitu. I ingat nak kentot, skali terkencit! Nasib baik pakai pad(maklumlah uzur), kalau tak!!!!!!! Macam first time gitu terkencit. A ah betul tak bedek! Korang jangan nak eeee sini eeeeee sana eh. Step tak pernah terkencit je!!!! Menyampah I!!!

Oklah orang-orang, hamba Allah ni nak tidur lah pulak. Maklumlah si pemalas kan! Hehehe!

Labels: kelakar seram, random

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<Saturday, January 16, 2010>

Its a stay-at-home Saturday for me, and I just finished watching the Hindustan movie at Central. Again, Saif Ali Khan got me mesmerized with his sharp features. Hehehe!

This past few weeks we are not on good terms, rarely had a chance to talk since he's overseas for the week. When he's back, I had gone to sleep and when I'm awake to get ready for school, he'll be sleeping. Yeah, so that's it.

Anyway I change the picture heading because I find the previous one too ugly, so I opt for the original without any editting. I sucks at editting pictures, even though I was in Digital Media Design few years ago but dropped it since I have zero interest. Hahaha! I miss my cliques back in ITE Bedok, its not the same anymore here in Simei. And I still remember on my first day of school, Baby said he loves me for the very first time. Mind you, we just known each other for 2 weeks that time.

Of course I didn't reciprocate, since we just known each other. It was love at first sight for him, but not for me. And to think he brought me to meet his family when we're not even together! I was getting ready to be legal and 18, when shit happens.

To think we had gone this far. Honestly it was the first time for me to have a relationship that last so long, since my previous last only for 1 year and 6 months.

I was so small sey back then. He really knows how to make me happy.

Then again, we'll see in time to come.

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<Sunday, January 10, 2010>

Since I am free on a Sunday night, I decided to change my template. A little bit messy, since I am no expert in htmls and do not bother to work on it.

Earlier today I accompanied Mummy to wedding invites and I eat the nasi briyani at both events. Called me hippo or what, but I make it a habit to eat the main dish at every event to taste the difference and who knows, one of them might be my caterer. Well, what can I say, my perot tank! fighting smileys

Its already the 2nd week of January already. Time really pass so fast. Actually I still can't believe in 2010 already. So what did I went through for the past decade?

2001 - Still in Primary 6, so young and gullible while baby has graduate ITE!

2002 - Enrolled into the same secondary school with my elder brother! Pfft. And thats when
my menses came I think, and also shifted to the new house.

2003 - Moved into the new school and got my very first 3315 phone use line some more!
Thanks to Mummy!

2004 - Got my IC! Action already. Lol.

2005 - Graduated with N Levels and cannot make it to Sec 5. So sad.

2006 - Enrolled myself for private O's, again, screwed it up.

2007 - The year I met my soulmate, my enemy, my lover, my MAN! I also bought my laptop
with my own CASH! $999 damaged done! Its also the year where shit happens.

2008 - Worked desk-job when I realise its fattening and boring. So quit lor.

And 2009 I already state in the previous previous post. Find yourself!

Actually I am bored lah thats why the non-relevance of the decade memoirs. I just ironed my clothes, packed my bags so I thought I spare some time for my blog. LOL.

You know, back then me and my gfs had visions to get hitched on 101010 because its such a beautiful date but reality check.

This year I am going to make a birthday bash for my 21th! I don't care! I want!

Ok, back to reality. Tomorrow is the start of my worst nightmare again.

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<Saturday, January 09, 2010>

Yesterday morning, I got pissed off with POSB because their stupid cash deposit machine is faulty. And since I was on my way to school at 6 in the morning, I couldn't afford to wait there like an idiot cause for sure I'll be late. So I called their hotline which took forever for me to get through to their customer service operator. So many numbers to press and my touch screen phone didn't help at all!

You see, their machine sucked in my $150.00 cash and I was already in a panic mode because I'm afraid that I will not get my money back(haha so lame I know) and furthermore I was pissed with baby and POSB too. Talked to the CSO and he told me by 6pm the cash should be in my account already. I was so frustrated that I kept checking my account every now and then to make sure they did transfer to the right account. I was afraid, remember? Then he gave me assurance that if the money's not in by then, I can call the hotline ALL over again. Bleargh.

So at 5.30 I called again and then another CSO said it needed 2 - 3 days for INVESTIGATIONS. I was already angry by then and demanded that they settled it asap since its not my fault, but their stupid machine's fault. I ranted like a mad woman in the train, like a bitch everything you name it because by 2 to 3 working days I'll get my money on what, Wednesday? (Since its the weekend already).

I was dissatisfied and already contemplating to email to their management(muahahhahaha) even though for a mere $150.00 but I still insists its not my god damn fault! I am such a drama queen, I know. LOL.

And then a few hours later they SMS me that the cash is already in my account but I have yet to check cause I am already at home and don't bother.

So the point is, WHY MUST THEY WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO CALL THEN THERE'S RESULTS??!! I will go into a bitchfit if everytime its like this ley.

I am sooooo going to ban myself from cash depositing in POSB.

Anyway, poor baby is diagnosed with food poisoning yesterday. Accompanied him to the clinic and he was given 2 jabs and some medications. Never seen him like this since we're together. So sad! And he has to work even though he's on MC! Arghh!

School's schedule so tight, and stress. Phase test next week and tests again the following week. No time for fun. No time for myself also.

Labels: drama, frusts

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<Sunday, January 03, 2010>

School shoes, checked(finally). School bag, checked. Uniform, checked. Stationary, buy at school bookshop cheaper(hehe). I am all set and ready for school tomorrow! I sound like a 14 year old getting ready for school but heck, who cares. New year, new mission to be accomplished and I am left with only 12 more months for graduation people! After that, hopefully get into poly and attain a scholarship and get ready for a very, very grand wedding since its deferred hence more time and more money to save. Before that aiming to get a car(for him obviously, not me!).

Side tracked abit. I have just watched a youtube video about sexual harrassment at Silosa this countdown. I felt so disgusted with the molesters when they groped the girl's breast and I think she's drunk cause she did not retaliate. Anyway, in my pov these girls shouldn't stay away from their friends if they don a very inviting costume/attire/whatever. At least their friends can look out for them.

Enough about that, it makes me pukes and disgusted just thinking about the video. Hopefully more girls are aware about this kind of people exists. Actually, they do exists. But those unlucky ones will be caught in that situation and hopefully I don't encounter all this. Who wants! I don't want!!

Anyway, I have been eating alot of junk food this days. From KFC, to Macdonalds, to KFC again, Pizza Hut and finally Burger King. Yesterday was the first time in my life I finished off Chicken Sandwich(the long burger), onion rings, fries, chicken tenders, taro pie and sundae pie! Usually I only consume half of the burger! I know, perangai kebabi-an gitu!

See how much I have grown! Humongous already! Baby isn't worried because he is very happy if I am fat and ugly so nobody will want me what. Pfft! I hate him already!!

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<Friday, January 01, 2010>

So this is my first 2010 entry. And ouh, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hopefully this 2010 will be a new start for me to forget all the unpleasant memories and unleash the happiness. Goodbye 2009, and hello to a new ME! Definitely a new life, a new start, a new job a new everything and can I have a new fiance? Hehehe kidding only.

And how did I celebrate my new year? It was the most lamest, stupidest, sweatiest, hottest, free-est countdown I ever had since I am 14. I celebrate countdown for the the first time watching fireworks because I had curfews back then and had to rush for the train back home! Hahaha! Sorry girlfriends but I am soooooooooooo not going to esplanade ever again.

But of course, I did enjoy after countdown which is we went to Cuppage Cashstudio for karaoke until 5! And cabbed back home and sleep. Luckily baby's not that mad.

School is starting in 3 days time, and I guess I can say I am mentally and physically prepared for the upcoming challenges. Be it schoolwise, relationships, families or whatever, I hope I can pull it through this year just like the previous year.

Labels: friends day out, new year

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