live. love. laugh

<Friday, July 31, 2009>

Class ends at 11 today, so we took the chance to shop around at town in search of the outfit for tomorrow. Before that, had brunch at Lucky Plaza and bumped into one of a bloggermate(not linked yet also).

Walked around and mamagemz wanted to wash and cut her hair lah this lar that lar so I also cut my fringe lor. I think I look really younger sey.

And unfortunately, my menses came and luckily I wear pad. If not, stains all over! Eeeyerr!

Anyway, one funny thing happen at the train today. Since it was my first day of menses, hence my tummy was bloated and to add that I had spicy food earlier on makes it more boncet. And so I was grumbling that it was so pain that I touch my tummy and abdomen and people assume I was pregnant. And then, this mother ask her daughter to give up her seat for me cause she thought I am pregnant. Aiyoyoyoyo! But so I seat lor. free smileys

It can only mean one thing. I AM FAT ALREADY!!!!!!!

Good luck to me for tomorrow's phase test yo!

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<Wednesday, July 29, 2009>

The other day, I had a movie date with Mummy. Yeap just the 2 of us with me wearing school uniform because Mummy wanted me to accompany her catch 'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak'. Initially I hesitate since I am not in favour of horror movies since I am with Munchys, but I just go ahead since I am free.

And so I prepared myself for the movie. But heck, its not even close to scary. Its funny and lame! Hahahaha! Shall consider watching it again with fattyman.

Anyway, this Saturday is my NGT phase test, followed by a birthday party at Peninsula Hotel and I am so clueless on what to wear msn smileys

Its been days since we last met, and I miss that fattyman.

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<Monday, July 27, 2009>

Don't get me wrong for the title above. Its not related to fattyman nor my mum. The love that I am lacking since forever and now, is a father's love.

Not that I don't have one, the old man is not at all a father figure to the family here or such. Not even close, or maybe he is just a name as a father in the house. Now, don't go rambling that he is my father and such and stuffs, cause to me, having him is like having none. Not even to me, but to my siblings too.

Its been years and years and years and he is still does not repent. No one to retaliate him except for my bro, of course and I keep wondering why my brother was being so rude towards him. Mind you, I was only 12-18 that time. And now I am turning 20, I finally realised why he did that. Cause I did too. I retaliate and defend mummy like hell, to the extent he was pissed and called me an ungrateful child.

Now who is the ungrateful one? God was so kind to let him off over and over again, even at the expense of taking his life yet he still does not see the chance to repent and change. True enough, nobody changes overnight. But its been years and years and years and now my younger brother has even grow up to a fine young man.

Mummy and Sis was so nice and kind, and you step on their head countless of times. When you state that you want a divorce, and simply changed mind overnight, what kind of man are you? Its bad enough you're living off a woman, but to spread rumours to people that your family ain't taking care of you? I dare say you would end up on the streets if Mummy would have divorce you, and none of your 4 kids would want you.

And now, I am proud to say I follow some traits in you. That is, I am ego, stubborn and fierce. You need to taste your own medicine before you realise and regret.

I am not trying to expose his misdeeds to the family, and I am not proud of having one either.

So, I pray hard that fattyman will not do that to me or to our future kids. I really do not want history to repeat itself.

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<Sunday, July 26, 2009>

Alright people.

Its like 3 weeks more prior to the fasting month. Time passes so fast, its already half of the year and now we're reaching the fasting month soon. I have yet to pay back the previous days. And no, I am not proud of it.

So yesterday me and the team head to Marina Barrage for the videotaking and there's some misunderstanding but I can't be bothered to elaborate. Then at night Munchys fetched me and off we went to somewhere. A pity we can't watch the fireworks cause he's busy working.

Next Saturday is the NGT phase test and I seriously need to buck up and improve cause I haven't been practising.

I am craving for JB's chicken spicy McCrispy, Ojalali's ikan penyet and Arnold's.

And of course, I am craving for my fattyman too. mad smileys

P/S: Later is a good time to disturb fattyman wile watching Liverpool vs Singapore. Muahaha!

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<Thursday, July 23, 2009>

The solar eclipse..

Its just so... AMAZING..

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<Tuesday, July 21, 2009>

After so long of not meeting the fatty man, we did and I take such a goooooood loooooook at him and now he has grown so rapid and wide. I think he is toooo happy? But its ok, I still love him more even though he is chubbier and rounder now. More huggable, I like!

Due to the hectic schedule he have, we meet less nowadays and I only get to spend time with him by accompanying him to JB to refill his tank. He says 'U satu-satunya pompan yng ikot laki dia gi JB isi minyak'.

Hmph! I don't care! I will follow you until I get bored of following you then you can go alone! Hmph!

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<Thursday, July 16, 2009>

Does

"Say basic its 1.2, tapi ada overtime k.."

sounds like something to do with license and basic theory test?

FCUK LAR.

IM SO IRRITATED WITH THIS IDIOT.

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<Wednesday, July 15, 2009>

I miss my long hair. I really do sey.

Anyway, I got 2 days MC and I am back to school tomorrow. I already missed quite a few lessons and theres no way I want to skip another day since the phase test is on next Saturday.

And not wanting to waste the days, yesterday Munchys came to see me and off went to BBDC to renew my account and changed my course to school. So earlier today I had the lesson, and my BTT will be 1 month from now. And I really hope that I won't screw this up again, cause its just a simple, minor test that I have to passed in order to proceed to the next stage.

And I realised, its been almost a year since I neglected my license. Aiyoyo.

Might be heading to JB later with Munchys to refill his tank.

And ouh, today is the 15th again. Its our monthsary but I lost count of the months already. Let me see, its the ermmmmmm(counting.......) ouh 26TH!!!! OUR 26TH MONTHSARY!! forum smileys

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<Tuesday, July 14, 2009>

And so I am not feeling good for the past few days, and ended today I am down with flu, cough free image hosting

and sore throat and maybe otw to fever. Urgh. Hopefully I am swine freeeee!!!

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<Friday, July 10, 2009>

Although its over and done with, I can't help but to reminisce the engagement. The memories, the pictures, the food, the atmosphere, everything is just so perfect for that 1 day in my life. I wonder how it'll be when it comes to the big day itself. Engagement only you might say, but to each its own. :)

This is the only folder that I love looking repeatedly WITHOUT Munchys in it. Hehe!

And so we got 2 years to plan the budget, honeymoon and house and think of which bridal to engage then 1 year to book the important things and so on. I have yet to feel the difference of being engaged, only except the status, simply because even when not engaged we fought and argue every time? So its like we're so used to it already lor.

And soo.. I'm missing him already..

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<Thursday, July 09, 2009>

I am very elated first because tomorrow my classes ends at 1100hrs. Happy eyyy! The only class I guess, to ends that early.

And the other reason why I am kind of happy, ok, not happy, but neutral is that I have quit my part time job to fully focus on the course, and resume working at Mum's. And the best thing is, Munchys have decided to fully support me in everything. Weee! Not that I am not independent, but I know he just wants the best for me and same goes for me too. :).

Only two things are necessary to keep one's wife happy. One is to let her think she is having her own way, the the other, to let her have it.

Hehehehehe. For you lah baby. :p

Just for laughs.

She married him because he was such a "strong man"

She divorced him because he was such a "dominating male."

He married her because she was so "fragile and cute."

He divorced her because she was so "weak and helpless."

She married him because "he is a good provider."

She divorced him because "all he thinks about is business."

He married her because "she reminds me of my mother."

He divorced her because "she's getting more like her mother every day."

She married him because he was "happy and romantic."

She divorced him because he was "shiftless and fun-loving."

He married her because she was "steady and sensible."

He divorced her because she was "boring and dull."

She married him because he was "the life of the party."

She divorced him because "he's a party boy."

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<Monday, July 06, 2009>

Happy Girl!

Finally, on Saturday we head to JB to fill up his tank ~~and my tummy~~ and as usual, Munchys was forever pissed because he was lost. So kental, yes I know. And for that, I get shouted at. Hmph! And FINALLY we had the spicy chicken at Mac and off we went to SG.

Then proceed to Kallang Leisure Park in search for my black Nike shoe, and got it at one size bigger. We combed the whole of west side and central but is not available so we just had to get the shoe no matter what. Stubborn eh? Munchys also grabbed the Adidas sneakers cause it was BIG sale.

After that booked tickets at Marina Square's AXS to catch Drag Me to Hell at PS. Its quite scary to a certain extent and also a bit lame and funny. While waiting for time to pass, shopped around Marina and bought stuffs at M(phosis and JL.

Since the movie starts at 2300, we slacked at PS' Starbucks and gossipped and talk cock and plan this and that and so on.

And today is my first day back at school. And I miss that fat man.

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<Friday, July 03, 2009>

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY BROTHERRRR!

May you are blessed with good health and wealth, and be more mature as time passes by and be a good boy ok? It seems like I just turned 18 but here he is already legal.

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"A relationship requires constant attention because once either one starts to neglect it,that's when it starts to turn sour"

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<Thursday, July 02, 2009>

Sometimes, I wish he was dead so he will not be a burden to anyone. She did a big mistake by staying on. And for that big mistake she did, it have a big effect on all of us. Little did she know that everyone is involved and everyone has to stand by her.

I despise staying at home. Urgh. And I hate him.

@1:57:00 PM>

I sure had a rejuvenating time over at the shop. Much more with the new added services, I couldn't help but help myself to try one by one. Being a girl who never had her ears waxed by a pro before, I tried out the ear candling, and boy, I only have a few shits! Hahahaha!

And the steam bath, wow, I was sweating like swine inside and felt like burning for 30 minutes. Its like I am showering hot water inside. Of course I endure it since its for my own good.

>>>Side track a bit<<<<

His work is taking a toll on me, and yes, its not that I do not understand his scope. Bringing in big money too doesn't make one happy if he's not always there by your side. At the end of the day, its the love one you're sharing the happiness with. Nilah manusia, gaji besar bising, gaji kecik bising, selalu berkepit bising, takde pun bising. Apa nak jadi.

Well, girls, what are we capable of besides complaning ~~and shopping~~ right?

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