live. love. laugh

<Wednesday, October 29, 2008>

We're at it again. Forever arguing and fighting non stop. I don't know when will all this end and I have no idea how long this relationship can pull through.

Let's see when all this will come to a stop.

In the meantime, I will be on a hiatus. No mood to update. :).

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<Monday, October 27, 2008>

We are back together! Weee!! So much for moving on huh. Hehehehe. 4 days and a half of separation, and finally we are back on track.

I love you! Muacks!!!

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<Sunday, October 26, 2008>

Well, the previous entry describes a lot about us, and most of it is true, and some are not of course. We have tried to make it work, much to no avail. And we have separated since Thursday and right now I can officially say, we are not together anymore.

Yesterday we catch HSM3 at Marina, and to think that we had casual conversations and also normal behaviour eg no holding hands and whats not. And we just got back from Sis' house, which is our farewell parting gift. Of course they didn't know, it was just an act, you see. In case you read this, don't ask why ok.

So here I am trying to move on with new skin, new song, new networking eg friendster and facebook and I am getting a new phone and a new number, maybe? Hehehehe.

And I am so going to get this!

Lawa kan? I suka sekali! My birthday gift please, anyone? Hahahaha!

@10:02:00 PM>

(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..don't wanna try no more
(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try

[Verse 1]
I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it, 4 years go down the drain
Oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
I try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
You kept insistin' and resistin'
That you would not fall again
And now your tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
And your tryin' to come back home
Your tellin' me you really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
But baby i

[Chorus]
Don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
I hurt you bad to when we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough
Its been a rough road
Baby just let it go
Don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
Tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[Verse 2]
You and i had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we having a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seems so far away from me
Had to wake up face reality
It all just seem to good to be true
After all you put me through
And now you tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
And your tryin' to come back home
You tellin' me that you really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
But baby i

[Chorus]
Don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
I hurt you bad to when we both begin to cry
Dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
Baby just let it go
Don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
Tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)

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<Friday, October 24, 2008>

Sometimes, the one whom you loves/loves you so much can be the one who hurts you the most too.

I am totally, utterly disappointed in you.

Thank God, for letting me pull through this period of time.

P/S: I have never talk bad about you to other people or here in my blog, I shield you even if my dad called u the wrong name or when people talk bad about you, but is this what I get in return?

Thanks a lot.

:'(

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<Wednesday, October 22, 2008>

The other day, which I guess on Monday, me and Munchys was having this talk while watching the channel 8 show at 1900hrs. You know, about the affair, polygamy thing? No? Never mind.

And our conversation went like this,

"Yang, kalau I buat macam gitu, you buat apa?" he was referring to the polygamy and rendezvous.

I quickly snapped by saying we will divorce as I could never tolerate infidelity and of course, having to share my husband with other women. I mean, who want? (Oklah put aside the Suria show Isteri untuk Suamiku k, tu director yang suruh).

And you know what was his reply?

"Tak sayang, you kena minta maaf dengan I".

I was like, "For what?!!!".

"Pasal you ada kekurangan yang perempuan tu tak ada. Hence, you kena minta maaf".

!@#$%^&!!!!!

I don't know if this rules applies to the women in the olden days, but for me, for sure I will never ever be madu-ed! Then again, its too early to say. You never know the future right?

Yes, the truth that why man strays is sometimes wives did not do a good job in 'taking care' of him and his needs.

Ouh gosh, now I am not confident if I could commit in doing a good job as a wife one day.

P/S: What about when women strays? Because of hubby? Hee. :)

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<Tuesday, October 21, 2008>

Overdue raya pictures

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<Monday, October 20, 2008>

Dear All

I am going to show you a picture which will seem a little bit disturbing and some may not be able to take it. And it may not be suitable for those underage kids(macamlah aku dah tua sangat, 21 pun tak lepas!).

What I am going to show you is

LOOK WHAT THIS SILLY GIRL BOUGHT FOR ME WHEN SHE WENT HOLIDAY?! Oh my! I am so lucky its made of wood!

:)

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<Sunday, October 19, 2008>

Yesterday raya outing was as bad as I expected, and its all because of my lips swelling like hotdogs'. Can't smile too much and widely, can't talk so much too. And the result of all that is I have to smile with teeth which I absolutely abhor!

And to add all that, his cheeky friend was like,

"Wan, camera korang lama siol!!!"

What do you expect, Canon Digital Ixus wit only 3.2 megapixels. Hee. But at least got camera right? Hehehehe! I so need a new camera! Red Sony Cybershot alright baby?

Everything went fine until the same cheeky friend who I thought was pious as he look the Pak Haji kind, suddenly said while riding,

"Sticker macam kenal je. Macam motor dulu yang 2 2 side ada kan?"

What sia!!! He is with me now what. Then say like that for what. In front of me some more. So we had a slight tiff because I was being sensitive by hearing all that. Ya lar, his friend was talking about the name stickers he paste on his bike. So last time Munchys also paste name(him and his ex) stickers on his old bike. Kan mendatangkan kemarahan tu namanya.

And Munchys sempat tukar baju bila part sampai rumah dia pasal apa tau? Haha taknak bilang!!! Nanti dia malu! :)

Kesiankanlah kami kerana baju tidak sedondon yerr?

By the way, saya betol menyampah dengan gambar ni. Tahu kenapa?

Pasal saya kelihatan mak budak! Ish3.

Some drive, some ride. Since its my first time with him, I decided us to ride. Hehehe. But after feeling all the sweatiness and meleketness and masamness(even though I use deodarant ok!), Munchys decide to drive because got aircon! Weee!! From there I am a happy girl.

And pasal air Coke boleh jadi pergaduhan cute. Nak tahu kenapa?

"Yang, u nak air tak? I amekkan k. I haus ni", he asked.

"Boleh lar, I pun haus giler to the max. Amekkan I sekali k".

"K, u dok diam2. Takmo pergi mana2".

15 minutes waiting, my coke belum sampai. And its all because dia pergi hoohaa gossip macam makcik kepo and makan dekat dining table! Kata dah kenyang! Ish3. I know you all think I can take myself, but alah , tired you know walk all day round with the bau kedai Guess heels. Hehehe. And mind you, its the 2nd last house ok. :) We went to I think 11 houses and all houses cooked ley! Selera besar betol si gendut tu. Heee. Tak baik aku mengutuk laki aku. Gendut pon I love!

So all that results in me reaching home at 2 plus am.

Thats all for today! Dada!

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<Thursday, October 16, 2008>

Finally! Weee!

Tried googling to find better images of it but to no avail so this will just do. :).

So what have I been up to?

Basically nothing. Just rot my time at work and seeing Munchys. And yeah, Munchys has gone back to his old post and I seriously I do not know whether I should feel happy or sad.

Put that aside, I am happy because this Saturday I will jalan raya with Munchys and friends. Yeayyy!

On another note, I am sad because there seem to be something on my lips, maybe some thing that is called 'cold sores'? I don't know. Urgh!

I have been spending too much lately. And that definitely has to stop. And for that, I will stop my entry now.

Dada! :)

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<Saturday, October 11, 2008>

I have just woken up from my beauty sleep after so long not having my nap on Saturdays afternoon. :)

Well, yesterday me and Munchys head to town and he fetch me from work and off we go to Wisma! Thought of getting tops from Topshop and F21 but its either its ugly or don't have. And I just know that the Topshop in Wisma is no longer there.

Then proceed to Taka Guess in hoping to find the heels but to no avail. It is such a waste especially when I am a member and there are also no nice tops for me to get. And after that proceed to Paragon to find the Novo shoe stores but still, the shop is not there! How come ar, when I want to shop already, the store not there lar, no size lar no what lar! Urgh! Walk around and went to Armani Exhange thinking that I would walk out buying something from there, but then again, no cute tees! :(. Munchys was already mad because he hates if we walked into a store but didn't get anything.

But still, I bought myself a Zara tee. :)

Sorry the tee ronyok a bit. Hehehe!

And so, feeling hungry, I brought Munchys for his virgin trip to ....

Lucky Plaza's Ayam Penyet Ria! The food is nice but only little chilli paste was served and I had no idea I could ask for more. So less chilli paste, less food I eat and so I am hungry again. :(.

Munchys face like that cause he was pissed that he had to pose while everyone was busy eating. Hahaha.

Then walked around to Far East Plaza and so I bought new shoes! Red some more! I like!

And so the rants of my life is like that lor. Nothing interesting. Hehehhee!

Night lovelies!

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<Wednesday, October 08, 2008>

I have decided that if my pay has reached the BIG 2, I will buy a car. Starting from now, I will save for the car and when that time comes, I will down $8,000(or maybe more) with monthly $400++ and I am setting aside $1,000 just for my car expenditure. Marry, or have not marry, I will still get a car! But of course, after I passed my license lar. Hehehe.

And I will get this!

Even though Munchys said only the outlook is nice, the interior all not good, I am still madly in love with this car, and of course, must be in red colour!

Anyway, me and dearest have got back together. And from now on, I will officially state that we will never seperate because for sure if we fight and argue like mad, we will still get back in each other's arms. Muahaha! But of course, if he go around straying that I will dump him lar. So if you see me ranting about our relationship, please don't give a hoot and just think to yourself,

"Alah, nanti baik punya lar". :)

K back to my car topic. And after a few years of using the Mazda, and if Munchys wants to buy a car too, he will probably buy.....

Mitsubishi Lancer! Weee!

I know Munchys will totally not agree with me buying the car, as he wants to buy a car first! And also he is a man. So he wouldn't want me to buy cause he wants to buy. :p

And if we are fated to marry and have kids in the future, say about 2 or 3, Munchys will upgrade and get the Honda Civic and this will be the last car as it his all time favourite and its a must have in his life even though at old age. Hahaha. Sorry folks, no picture for that. Can't find lar.

And so, today is of tale of car-finder(??).

Good night loves!

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<Sunday, October 05, 2008>

Baby, you know I love you and will always do. Boy, I am glad we have reached this far, cause without you, my life will be incomplete.

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<Saturday, October 04, 2008>

Well, let me start the topic by stating that I am officially ~~single~~ as of yesterday! Not that I am happy about it, but what to do when fate is not on our side. Life still has to go on. The love is there but, nevermind. Let God decide for us, after all we do the planning, He do the deciding. And I am not that sure either if we were to get back together again.

Anyway, so yesterday and today I am on leave, so apa lagi enjoy ar! :)

No pictures for the first day, as all the pictures are in my Sis' camera so I will just post today's outing pictures with my ex schoolmates.

1 bike, 3 cars, 9 houses, 13 people.

No talk, just pictures ok? And boy, I still have collections!

Standard ar, I will only post pictures with MY face in it. Hahaha. Sorry Zah muka kau setengah. My hair like singa right, I know. Hahahhaa.

And so I enjoy my day, and I just reached home so here I am blogging.

Good night lovelies!

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